I walked into a workshop on memory as storytelling, expecting to learn something about writing. I walked out thinking about the mind. We spent the day talking about three ideas of memory—Proustian, Bergsonian, and Philip K. Dickian. Three ways of understanding something we all possess and yet never fully grasp. I had encountered these names before in passing, mostly in literary conversations, but this was the first time I was asked not just to understand them, but to write through them. When we finally stopped discussing memory and started writing from it, the theories became something else entirely.
“Do you have any tea?” Patrick Jane is standing in my kitchen, looking into a cabinet he has opened without permission. “You have just walked into my house,” I say, “and that's the first thing you ask?” He turns around, holding a tin of tea, and gives me that infuriatingly pleasant smile. “It's a very important question. People tell you all sorts of things about themselves when you ask them direct questions. They lie, they exaggerate, they give you the version of themselves they'd like you to believe. But tea?” He taps the tin lightly against his palm. “Tea is much more revealing.”